from up here the city lights burn like a thousand miles of fire.

playlist
despondent, distracted
you're vicious and romantic;
these are a few of my favorite things.

all of those flavors and this is what you choose:
past the blues,past the blues,
and on to something new.

something real, make it timeless,
an act of God and nothing less will be accepted.
so if you're calling me out,
then count me out.

yeah, we're stubborn and melodramatic,
a real class act.
you see, i know a few of your favorite things.

five in the morning,
it all comes out pouring,
Love, out the same way in.

something real, make it timeless,
an act of God and nothing else will be accepted.
I said "real, make it timeless,
an act of God and nothing less will be accepted. "
now if you're calling me out,
then count me out.

divine intervention
taking back sunday

Monday, June 18, 2007

a lil' insight will make it right.

i finally realize what the monday blues really mean. i always thought office work in the army would mean just reporting on time and erm leaving on time? lol. or even basically just sleep for others. haha. the work place is seemily getting more hectic everyday. kenny this kenny that. oh please i'm only human. i need my rest too! i still have another year and a half to go and already i'm feeling like i couldnt stand being here for another day. oh how am i going to serve out my remaining days without going crazy. there are some days where i get depressed the moment i step into the office. there is just this feeling of being surpressed whenever i'm here. oh somebody save me please.

oh well alright thats enough of being a retard and whining like a baby. everyone goes thru the same shit anywhere else anyway.

yesterday was erm, you could say a happy day. haha sorry dawn, our talk in the end did make the mood seem a lil.... solemn i think? but i'm still glad cause it does seem that our friendship have taken a step forward somehow. and you are right. we have all grown up despite not really knowing it ourselves. of course we still have our childish fun and jump around like idiots most of the time we meet but haha. lo and behold. deep within we have all grown up yea? oh well happy 19th again dawn. hope you had a good birthday despite you being emo and skeptical. and i do hope it will be a good year for you/you will find what your looking for if you stay true to what you believe in yes?

¶ 2:19 pm

Thursday, June 07, 2007

hello there,

beneath the new look, mascara and make-up are you still the same girl i used to know?

its a wonder how everything that revolves around us change so much daily and we seem to not be able to actually realize this. maybe one day i'll be able to take a step back, take a look around me and observe the changes.

we walk with our eyes wide open but often we fail to use our heart to see.

¶ 10:58 pm