from up here the city lights burn like a thousand miles of fire.

playlist
despondent, distracted
you're vicious and romantic;
these are a few of my favorite things.

all of those flavors and this is what you choose:
past the blues,past the blues,
and on to something new.

something real, make it timeless,
an act of God and nothing less will be accepted.
so if you're calling me out,
then count me out.

yeah, we're stubborn and melodramatic,
a real class act.
you see, i know a few of your favorite things.

five in the morning,
it all comes out pouring,
Love, out the same way in.

something real, make it timeless,
an act of God and nothing else will be accepted.
I said "real, make it timeless,
an act of God and nothing less will be accepted. "
now if you're calling me out,
then count me out.

divine intervention
taking back sunday

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

fcukstration.

I AM GOING CRAZY.
oh well it could be the hours of staring at endless numbers or just being cooped up at home.
or maybe, i mean maybe it could just be you. the endless smses of incoherent replies. rarr.
i desperately want the last paper to be over even though i know facing my disasterous results could be even worst than endless maths problems. oh well. : /

and today. todays your birthday. happy 18th i guess.
sincerely i hope you had a good day and hope that the year would be better from now on.
i guess its good i that heard you've moved on and so will i in time for sure.
i do hope that we learnt from this whole chapter to maybe be more matured in handling things.
turning 18 does mean growing up doesnt it? and so i wonder as well what happens when one is already 19? lol. i guess being surrounded by younger teens everyday does make you act like one.

oh well/ back to work i guess.

with eyes so fine,
you really blew my mind.

¶ 9:11 pm

Thursday, June 22, 2006

FRIEND FUCK or CHUCK?

studied at gardens coffee bean with ruizi yesterday. not too bad at all i guess, managed to get some work done but oh well i always knew me and miss luo will never run out of topics to talk about. so how to concentrate! but nevertheless thank you friend for the great company and always being around. : ) thank you for the letter to yourself as well. haha.
she was the girl all the boys wanna dance with,i'm jus the boy losing too many chances?

oh well. once again i broke the law. sneaked my dads car out for another joyride with teik and damnit i feel so bad cause i scratched the bloody rims. he's so gonna kill me when he finds out.

and back to where we went, we drove all the way to the prata place outside ruis place and haha, had almost 2 hours worth of friend fuck or chuck. i never knew this game could create a whole night of fun and laughter. ok ok i guess i'm not too good at it cause i did lose out in the end. but i swear wong shouteik i'm gonna make you fuck chicky someday. lol.

with eyes so fine.
you really blew my mind.

¶ 2:28 am

Saturday, June 10, 2006

angst

You think you know but you got really no idea.

shortlived hopes and happniess. i'll never be good enough i presume.
i din throw this away. you did.

¶ 6:45 pm

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

huff and puff.

seems like everyones really concerned about this plunge i'm gonna take again and yes i know the future might just seem bleak but i guess its something i've chosen and up till now i'm really happy and not regreting anything. yes of cause it will take time to tell but still its something i've chosen and i plan to stick by it and work out whatever that coms along.
still i thank all of you for the concern. : ) really appreciate it.

¶ 1:24 am