Wednesday, January 11, 2006
OMG kenny is such a dumbass. yup you can say that again. went drinking with soccer, rugby, sji people yesterday. oh well. everything was alright and the guys were all havin fun except for ONE thing. kenny had to bring a friend. somehow i never can understand the shit i get myself into, what do these people take me for? some way to kill time when things get boring? my god. i feel so stupid once again. and there after i get even more blame for things i didnot do? man it all got really amusing i must say. time to wisen up kenny. yupyup.
oh well i must still thank NEHNEH for talking to me and being so patient. sorry for being so grumpy ok? and thank you for your 'words of wisdom' eh. lol.
and just a random note. why dont i have anything nice to say when i blog? lol. can my life just have a turn for the better NOW. yes NOW damnit.
spent most of last night, dragging this lake,
for the corpses of all my past mistakes.
sell me out, the joke's on you.
he is salt and you are the wound.
empty another bottle, and let me tear you to pieces.
this is me wishing you into the worst situations.
I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go,
but you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat.
Whoa. Whoa. Oooh. Whoa. Whoa.
your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears, rather ones that just don't care.
'cause I know, that you're in between arms somewhere.
next to heartbeats where you shouldn't be asleep.
now I'll teach you a lesson for keeping secrets from me.
take your taste back,
peel back your skin,
and try to forget how it feels inside.
you should try saying NO once in a while.
oh once in a while.
and did you hear the news?
I could dissect you and gut you on this stage.
not as eloquent as I may have imagined,
but it will get the job done.
you're done!
every line is plotted and designed,
to leave you standing on your bedroom windows ledge.
and everyone else that it hits,that it gets to,
is nothing more than collateral damage.
take your taste back,
peel back your skin,
and try to forget how it feels inside.
you should try saying NO once in a while.
oh once in a while.
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